Confession...

He was my first, and I wished he would have been the only. I wanted him to be my last first kiss. I couldn't stand him! I was always angry with him. We never seemed to get along. We spent so much time apart that I often forgot his touch or his smell. I couldn't see his smile anymore so I wanted out. I opened the door and walked out. But he didn't follow me. I miss him. Somedays are good, but some days are bad. I wish I didn't get so angry that night. I don't even remember what I was so heated about.

So This Is The New Year?

It's hard to believe that we are almost one whole month into a brand new decade! I'm starting to regret my decision not to make any resolutions. I kind of feel like I'm haphazardly making my way through the year. Is it okay to make post New Years' Resolutions? Well, I'm doing it!!! I guess I'll start with myself. I have seriously got to get back to running 5x a week. It made me feel so good. All those endorphins and thangs coursing through my system! I've signed myself up for a 10k at the end of March. I intend on walking and running it. I'm so capable! I also wanted to pursue singing or acting. I realized last year that I love to sing and acting is something I once enjoyed doing. So why not pick it back up? Another resolution is saving money. I need to start building up my savings account. I want to save double digit 3 figures by the time I'm 30. I'm going to start clipping coupons and shopping at save-a-lot. Lastly, I want to rid myself of all excess paper. Seriously, I have papers from my freshmen year in college! I've kept a lot of my bills, too. I'll be more than glad to shred those bad boys! I basically just set some attainable goals for myself. I could never set myself up for failure!